OCTOBER
I have been meaning to sit down and write for the past few weeks but just havent had the TIME to do it!! I have had a lot of thoughts running through my head that I have FELT I needed to write down and share. I am in awe that it is OCTOBER again! How did that happen? I swear this year has been so fast! I cant BELIEVE all that has transpired since last OCTOBER! I cant HELP but be so THANKFUL to my LOVING HEAVENLY FATHER for the BLESSINGS he has bestowed upon me in the PAST YEAR! For the PAST 3 years I have written a POST in OCTOBER that marks an ANNIVERSARY of Ryan and I trying to have a baby. My post this time is going to be A LOT different than any other. When I think of this years # it doesn't HIT the CORE like it used to. It doesn't make me ANGRY, MAD, or SAD. I mean the # 7 should! 7 years of waiting for such a righteous desire should make those feeling be very apparent. Normally I would FOLLOW the path of: WHY ME? But not this time. As I ...