EMULATE the SUNFLOWER

I will NEVER forget the phone call I got in January from my mom. I was headed to one of my clients in Eatonville Washington when my mom told me the news that my Grandma had pancreatic cancer. We all thought her pain and suffering from the November car accident when a  teenager ran a red light while texting and T-BONED my grandparents hitting her side of the car was the problem BUT  it was WAY more serious! I remember trying to HOLD back the tears of the thought of her leaving me! I tried to compose myself again to go into one of my families for their home visit but the mom knew right away from my face that I was upset. For some reason I am not good at faking my emotions. You know when I am upset by looking at me.  It took me most of the day to process it and be able to be composed enough to pick up the phone and call my grandma and grandpa. Like before in my post of her birthday party/reunion she told me how much she LOVED me, was PROUD of me, and th...

It's been over a month since I sat down to BLOG again. I really hate it when I lose track of time and dont sit down to write but then another part of me feels so OVERWHELMED at the thought of sitting down and taking the time to write! The past month has been VERY busy VERY crazy but VERY good! It has been so nice to have Ryan home! Even though the trip to get here was VERY eventful I am so thankful he got here safe! The first 14 hour drive from Seattle to Provo went well it was the stretch from Prove to Vegas that took 14 hours when it should have taken 7. The PENSKE truck broke down outside of NEPHI and Ryan, his dad, and Haydeez were stuck on the side of the freeway for 7 1/2 hours. Here is Haydeez passed out in the back of the truck while they wait for the new one to arrive  They had to bring a new truck so Ryan and his dad unloaded the already loaded truck to the other truck and then were on their way. Our ward here in Vegas is WONDERFUL. The boys rolled in at 1...