Hoping for 2009 to be over with soon

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I dont know if it is the stress of trying to get my house in order before the moving truck is here next Monday and Ryan and his dad take off for Seattle. The stress of having to leave everyone here and start a new but it seems to be coming out in more than one way or another.

I have been sick since the first week of December trying to fight off Bronchitis and Sinusitis. I have gone to the doctor and have been given many types of anitbiatics and steriods. The second time in the doctors were so worried that I had phnemonia and had a chest XRAY done to make sure. They put me on a breathing treamtment and gave me a shot in the butt right when I walked into the back room! It was quite dramtic and scary but the end was only full blown bronchitis. He sent me home with a REALLY strong sterioid and this Z pack and after missing a week of work was feeling better.

Friday I got up and started on my way to Little Gym to see one of my clients in a community setting. I was following a school bus and fully aware of what was going on!!! The bus was coming up on a raildroad crossing and I knew she would have to stop! I saw the yellow lights go on..................knew she was going to stop...............went to stop...............pushed the gas instead of the brake.............and slammed into the SCHOOL BUS!!!!

This isnt me but that is what happened.......right underneath the bumper! At least I wasnt going very fast and my car wasnt as bad as that one!



Here is my car!





I just sat there in hysteria!!!! Who HITS a BUS!!!!!! I then began to worry OH MY GOSH is there kids on there!!!!! I couldnt move the car right away due to so many cars behind me. I finally was able to move the car to the side of the road and went to talk to the driver. She of course was fine and was so worried about me! I was fine just mortified! There were NO kids on the bus and I was so thankful.

The police officer came and she said to me:

POLICE WOMAN: SO WERE YOU RUNNING A LITTLE LATE TO SCHOOL AND NOT PAYING ATTENTION!!!??

ME: WHAT DO YOU MEAN RUNNING LATE?

POLICE WOMAN: ARE YOU 18 OR OLDER? ( IN A VOICE OF WONDER?)

ME: UMMM............... I AM GOING TO BE 30 NEXT YEAR!

POLICE WOMAN: YOU ARE GOING TO LOVE LIFE IN TWENTY YEARS!

I then proceed to tell her the story of how I hit the car while crying and she is trying to hold back from laughing!!! Oh my! Then my mom who I was suppose to meet shows up to help me empty my car and take me home. I have to go to court since I hit a school bus and appear in front of the judge. I hope he shows mercy upon me! We shall see!!!

Ryan was not happy at first in fact I was terrified to come home! He blew off some steam but seeing my tears and horror of what happened he told me it was ok and it is just a car and he was thankful I was ok. He then looked at the brightside and said now we dont have to rent a tow dolly and we will get a check in the mail since it is totaled and it will pay for our move. Glad he could see some postive out of the situation.

I guess I made the news! The bishop's wife told me that she heard about it on the radio how a young girl slammed into the back of a school bus infront of Willamsfield highschool and that no one was hurt! AWESOME!

Then to top of my weekend of the accident and packing I woke up this morning to this:





The pictures dont do justice but o well! I have hives all over my body!!! From head to toe! Not one spot on me is not covered! I had an allergic reaction to the steriods they gave me for my Bronchitis. I went back to the doctors and they said that I still have bronchitis and that it is viral due to not having it go away after two rounds of drugs! What next huh? I am thinking the UNIVERSE is after me and letting me have it! This has been by far the WORST year for me! I have been hit physically, mentally, and emotionaly! 2010 better be better!!!

So I am suppose to not work the rest of the week but my heart aches because I want to see my families before XMAS since I only have one more time the beginning of Jan before we leave! I seriously have just cried and cried! I know I am over reacting and feeling a little bit sorry for myself but I cant help it! I am hoping the hives go away before XMAS. I havent even gone XMAS shopping! AHHHHHHHHHHHHH o well!!!

I hope you all got a laugh out of this! Someone needs too!!! :)

Comments

The Spence Family said…
I am so sorry! I can only imagine how you must of felt when you hit the bus. I would have been a total wreck and sobbed the whole time.
Also I can't believe you broke out in hives. Please let us know if you need anything at all. We are just around.
I hope you have a good Christmas!
December 21, 2009 at 10:01 PM
Hayley said…
Girl you need a vacation! Don't you love what stress does to your mind and body? I am sorry about your car that is no fun. I hope things start looking up sooner than later.
December 22, 2009 at 7:51 AM
Wendy said…
Oh my goodness Karmann! Talk about a series of unfortunate events! I would have been a wreck about the car things as well. But Ryan's probably right. Much better that you total it. Then you don't have to deal with repairs either! Who knows how long that would take?! So sorry to hear about the bronchitis and allergic reaction. That's terrible, terrible! Hope you wake up Christmas morning feeling the best!
December 22, 2009 at 8:52 AM
Jo Lynn said…
Oh my gosh Karm, why is it when it rains it pours...you so don't deserve any of this!!!!! When I saw your post on facebook I had no idea it went along with all these other things...you poor girl! I want to just wave my magic wand and it make it all better! I can't believe the whole bus thing and hey that's a compliment if she was questioning whether you were even 18 or not! I so hope they get this medication figured out, your body looks terrible...as in the hives! Karm, it will all work out and I wish I was there to love you and hug you! Hang in there and know this is just your bodies way of dealing with all the stress you're going through! I would say don't worry about Christmas this year and buy everyone happy new year gifts when all the stores are selling everything for 60% off! I love you and e-mail me and let me know the dates of your stay, I so can't wait to see you!!!!!!
December 22, 2009 at 4:16 PM
Stacy said…
Oh that sucks soooo bad! lol, I didn't know you have to go to court when you hit a school bus. That's silly! Is it before you move? I hope you get rid of those hives quick!!!
December 22, 2009 at 7:24 PM
Deanna said…
You have definitely had a rough week/month! Seriously, if you need ANYTHING let me know!! I feel like I've been such a crappy friend when you are going through all of this! I hope things get better for you... and I know they will!
Love ya!
December 23, 2009 at 11:23 PM
Jen and Bryan said…
MOVING?? I can't believe that! What a rip off! I never even got to know you that well but love you to itty bitty pieces. I want to come to a good bye dinner, k? For sure blogging buddies forever... and now Christmas card friends, k?
December 25, 2009 at 2:33 PM
Beth said…
Karmann!! Oh my goodness!!I'm so sad for you! What a horrific day...week...wait...month...more? I am so sorry. I hope you are doing much better! Times of change are so difficult, but I know all of this change will bring you blessings! Ryan has one incredible wife! And...like I said we will all want to kill you in about 20 years (probably even sooner) when we are 50 and you look 30 (or less!) Love ya.
December 26, 2009 at 5:15 PM
alison huston said…
When I'm at the computer Conner still asks to see the car "Karmann broke on the school bus." He's very disturbed that you "broke" your car. I'm so glad it was minor and that your okay. I love the way you wrote your post, I feel as if I was in the car with you as the officer was talking to you. Did you know you were on the radio too. I told my mom about the accident and she said it was on the radio. Talk about leaving Arizona with a bang!
December 27, 2009 at 1:27 PM
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